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The \\ Last Cigarette: maybe a half hour ago. Last Alcoholic Drink: friday night out of the FREE keg adrianne got Last Car Ride: ashley drove me home to work Last Kiss: about an hour and a half ago <3mybllftchr<3 Last Good Cry: probably during one of my birth control induced hormonal rages Last Library Book: i got ashley a kate chopin book for school. i haven't gotten myself a library book in a long time Last book bought: well i stole a bunch from barnes and noble last christmas Last Book Read: i'm reading blackwood farm...slowly Last Movie Seen in Theatres: shaun of the dead last night, which rocked! Last Movie Rented: the amityville horror Last Cuss Word Uttered: fuck: "what the fuck?" Last Beverage Drank: milk Last Food Consumed: grilled cheese Last Crush: jesstinian adronicus faulkinuous Last Phone Call: jennifer Last TV Show Watched: something random last night Last Time Showered: ummm, good question. yes..ter..day? Last Shoes Worn: the roos i wear to work Last CD Played: eighteen visions Last Item Bought: probably reefer, does that count? Last Download: b.b. king Last Annoyance: at work trying to fix a fuckup that kept me there an HOUR after i was supposed to leave Last Disappointment: waking up alone at 3:30am, but i fixed that :) Last Soda Drank: sometime during the week, i'm a dr. pepper-aholic Last Thing Written: an explanation on a voided c.c.'s receipt Last Key Used: delete Last Words Spoken: are you fucking serious? he went from tripping daisy to that shit?! Last Sleep: jesse and i took a nap when i got home from work. well actually he was still passed out and i just snuck in. Last Ice Cream Eaten: i got one of those kickass icecream cone nutty wrapped up things from blockbuster friday Last Chair Sat In: this fold out black chair from target Last Webpage Visited: myspace.com
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An intense passion has been released within you, amelia. You find it hard to resist the urge to take your loved one and run away with him to some deserted island. You could use a break from civilization. But if you can't quite make it to that island, how about creating an oasis right in your own home? Order some food from your favorite restaurant, bring it home and enjoy an intimate evening with your partner.
This is just too funny. If you know me, you know all I do is bitch about wanting to run away to an island and escape civilization. It would be much nicer to drag a certain someone along...<3Current Mood: amused Current Music: vampire music vol. II
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So im a bit loopy right now but atleast I finished a whole carton of Blue Bell ice cream thanks to James! mmmm, i love my friends. They take such good care of me, even if they think im a bitch (Mat and James) but yeh Mat drove me there and sat with me and kept me calm during my ranting and raving panic attack and took me to get my meds. And the rest of my roommies took turns getting me ice for my face and eyeing up my painkillers and laughing at the blood dribbling down my chin without me knowing. but i got to watch some movies and talk to the australian online. now a shabby day.
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well actually tomorrow mornin... so excited!!!!! If Im not in Europe or NY theres only one other option... whooo hooo... You know, I really feel like New Orleans is my home. I do love new york but, shit, my sister took over my bedroom and now I sleep in her old room or the basement. And I still have to ask to borrow the car since my beetle is gone. It just doesn't feel right. Plus none of my friends are around. Meg and Veron are up at New Paltz and Erin is in Australia. But I did hang with Devin last night which was hilarious as always. Got drunk and watched horror movies and listened to tapes of his radio show from college. But anyway Im really happy to get back in my element. Im going to be painting one wall of my new room and putting up my new ginormous Irish flag and my lame rainbow flag that says "PACE" peace in italiano... which I got in italy. So yeh, Im ready to be on my own again this time asking my roommates to borrow the car instead of mom and dad. Atleast I have my own room.
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awwww.... tonight is our final dinner. Im really sad. London is totally my kind of city. Im sure I will live there at some point... Its a lot like New York, always something going on, so much culture, art, and the music scene is awesome. Managed to make some amazing friends and even found a local bar that I feel really at home at (barfly). I feel very comfortable in this city and I hate to leave. Anyway, I do miss my family. My sister is coming to New Orleans!!!! shes actually going to fly!! Shes coming down with me on the 14th, she can help me decorate. Mom and Nanny Pat are coming to... Actually for anyone reading this, my mom and sis request that they see you guys (Amelia, Sozai, etc.)
But this week will be packed when I get home. Modest mouse, Nannys birthday and Im going to the Conan Obrien show when they might be Giants play. maybe ill meet conan... that sexy man.
aright, gotta run.
see everyone soon. thank god. i miss you guys a lot.
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So erica and I came to the conclusion that Amsterdam is perfectville. AKA candyland, but not Hick candyland like Spectre... But quite like Spectre. ANyway, yes we were tripping balls when we decided this but it was an incredible day. Started out at the Van Gogh museum and had to leave when I realized there were families around. But those paintings are beautiful. wound up sitting at this rediculous park that looked like candyland for a good 7 hours. perfect fucking day. i realized how absolutely insane I really am.. I actually decided that since words and language are so limiting, that it was my destiny to be a mute forever. well im back in london and i only have about a week and a half left.. boooo.
michaela
Jul. 27th, 2004 @ 11:16 am
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| » ...and so continues my chaos |
starting to wonder how i'm making it out alive day after day. by the way, my party was phenomenal. everyone that i wanted to see stopped by, for the most part. even hof and anthony, sara and tanya, RON AND CHRIS, it was amazing. i was absolutely retarded, big surprise. that keg was wonderful. and then mario, george, and russ stopped by with a gotti (sp?) AKA HUGE FUCKING BLUNT and 4 other regular sized (if now slightly large) blunts. wow, couldn't have told you my name by about 2am. my fondest memory was mike hadfield giving me a shotgun and then saying "nice work amy." actually it went so well that i decided to get another keg for last night. it started off as just the girls. me, ashley, katie, karen, heidi, kim s, courtney, and holly had our own little beer pong tournament before bowling. i'm proud to say that ashley and i are undefeated...you wanna drink? i'll bring it to ya! so yeah, then we went bowling and when the guys got wind of the keg, the party was automatically moved to my house. no more vagina party! the best part was doing a keg stand then watching my other lazy guys friends doing "the lazy man's keg stand" which was basically them sitting in a chair and drinking straight from the tap. or maybe even funnier was jon dean carrying the keg around and serving everyone beer because he declared cups to be off limits. even henry and matt stopped by around 3:30am. school was definitely tough today, i passed out for the entire first half of class. yeah, thats two hours of missed material. henry and matt left after the quiz (which i studied for while everyone was at my house drinking) but dana and i toughed it out. now i'm surprisingly wide awake due to excessive coffee. i guess i really only need about 2 hours of sleep and an assload of coffee and cloves to keep me going. ashley's here....so it begins again.
Jul. 13th, 2004 @ 09:58 am
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hey, so erica went to dublin for the weekend and im on my own... which has been nice actually. spent the day yesterday in a beautiful park and palace, an arboretum and an awesome rose garden. i love flowers... anyway, then I went and walked around oxford and today found some lads to play football with... thats about it, oh and portobello market was nice. im actually making some friends. (they are not as special as the rest) ok
love.
me.
Jul. 10th, 2004 @ 06:01 pm
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i could lie around in my bathing suit all day long. its so relaxing. my sister and i went outside with our cloves and laid out for a while, lovely sister bonding time. it always amazes me how cool my little sister has gotten. i love spending time with her and she is definitely one of my favorite people. i love when she sits in during our late night smoking sessions. she is such a trooper. the other night we had to drive ashley home and she offered because we were drinking. this is after returning from a weekend softball trip and driving 8 hours from canada. we didn't end up leaving until 4am and she was stoned, not to mention she's only had her permit for about a week and isn't allowed to drive past 12. i love her. so i sucked it up and called jesse. that usually isn't such a big deal for a normal person, but i'll tell you it was hard for me. not because i didn't want to talk to him, because actually i really wanted to, i'm just a nut and can't talk on the phone or call people for one unknown reason or another. okay so not all people, but definitely anyone with whom i might be romantically involved. its like i'm afraid calling would show that i care and that would be bad...yes, i am crazy. it was so nice to hear his voice though, i always loved how he spoke. don't know why i just love it. i find it to be quite an interesting accent. it was so nice to hear from him after so long. i definitely miss him, but its not just because i'm trying to be a i just wish we could have had one more night to go out and party together. he was so much fun to hang out with and we always had such a great time. my left hand has been shaking so badly to the point that its hard to hold things. thats probably not good. so ashley has been wanting to mohawk my hair really badly and yesterday was the big day. it looked so badass and i got a lot of funny looks. ashley and i had the greatest day off ever. when i got home from school i went outside for a bit. heard from michaela which was such a treat, i do miss that girl. then we smoked and went to find NATHAN SCOTT PHILIPS. for anyone who doesn't know this is ashley and i's snake...that we don't have yet. well we found him, but we have to leave him at the pet store until we can afford our beautiful ball python. i can't wait to feed him mice, its gonna be awesome. then as we were walking into petco henry called and asked if we wanted to eat dinner at chuck e. cheeses....YES! so me, ashley, henry, and matt (the physics crew) went over to chuck e. cheese's to see our friend dana who was working. we ate a large and a medium pizza. the coolest part was that i had this huge stack of coupons that were good for 10 free tokens each so we got to play games for so long. we had the best time ever. then ashley and i got free ice cream from my little sister at her job. (i still have the ridiculous mohawk this entire time, by the way.) so then we hung out and did some work because i had my first physics II quiz today...rocked it. KidOfKHole: you are but an angel among the rest of us i love james :) ...aaahh just got off the phone with jennifer. i do miss that crazy lady. we used to have so much fun going out together and getting hammered. she's definitely one of my favorite people to drink with. driving around listening to houston rap...the coolest. time to get ready for work.
Jul. 8th, 2004 @ 05:46 pm
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| » Special People summer session 2004 |
hahah. THE RAPTOR IS ON MY TRIP!!! THE FUCKIN RAPTOR..
im in the twilight zone. the city will save me.
hahah. im crazy. im going to see a play tonight. lovely isnt it. gotta go get food. oooo but sunday i am seeing alanis again this time in London. This time i WILL meet her. its fate.
peace out.
Jul. 8th, 2004 @ 05:23 pm
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| » don't get your hopes up |
My name is]: Shakezula [in the morning i am]: still stoned from last night [love is]: grilled cheese and bacon [i dream about]: erectile disfuction...have you heard?
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N- [you talked to on the phone]: Jesse [hugged]: Dustin [you instant messaged]: my dad maybe [you laughed with]: Ashley
-R A N D O M. Q U E S T I O N S- [could you live without the computer]: i'd be very happy without it [what's your favorite food?]: my special sandwiches [whats your favorite fruit?]: apples [what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: EMOtional [trust others way too easily?]: nope, learned that the hard way
-N U M B E R- [of times i have had my heart broken? ]: i'm invincible [of hearts i have broken?] : not too sure [of boys i have kissed?] : no clue, we used to play spin the bottle in grade school...these games add up. [of girls i have kissed?] : 4 [of drugs taken illegally?] : ehhh...illegally for me? or illegally for everyone? or both? [of tight friends?]: 5 or 6 probably, although i don't talk to all of them on a daily basis [of cd's that i own?] : an obnoxious amount, including color me badd [of scars on my body?] : neck, back, all over my legs, everywhere [of things in my past that i regret?]: whhhaaattteevvaa, i do what i want.
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.- [i know]: the secrets of the universe [i want]: to suck your blood [i have]: a bowl named venom [i wish]: the goblins would come and take you away [i hate]: everything, FUCK YOU! [i miss]: ed the bus [i fear]: the end is near [i hear]: people whispering...you're it. [i search]: for underwear when i'm under the weather. [i love]: old english [i ache]: right here [i care]: not about this stupid fucking survey that i feel compelled to finish because i started it but i swear this was the worst mistake of my life. [i always]: rock the fuck out [i dance]: when its unnessary to [i cry]: always. i'm a drama queen, its my job to throw tantrums. [i do not always]: eat green eggs and ham [i write]: all over my arms [i confuse]: pretty much everyone [i can usually be found]: acting stupid [i need]: to see josh and casey dance again. they are so cute!
[wuss]: i'll kick you're ass! [druggie]: what [gang member]: PPP baby! [daydreamer]: ohhh yeah
[alcoholic]: i've gotten better [freak]: in my own special [brat]: pretty much [goody-goody]: as good as they come [angel]: i wouldn't go that far [devil]: but i would go that far [friend]: to some [shy]: i can hear ashley laughing from here [talkative]: obnoxiously so [adventurous]: compared to some [intelligent]: real intelligence would be doing exactly what i want to do...move to an island and kill my own food for survival.
-Concerning.The.Friends.- [impacted you the most spiritually]: ashley [wish you saw more often]: ian [wish you could meet]: angelina jolie, i'd rock her world [most sarcastic]: me or ashley [wish you knew better]: all of my friends [knows you best]: ashley and dashiki [best outlook on life]: ashley [most paranoid]: paranoia is a common thing with a lot of my friends [sweetest]: i don't do sweet alright i'm officially done with this survey so the rest of the answers are jezka's. enjoy.
-Self-Analysis.- [your best feature (personality): my wit and sarcasm are pretty good, especially when i get going. [your biggest flaw (personality)]: shyness, unwillingness to take certain chances and get close to people [most annoying thing you do]: oh man, probably everything [biggest mistake you've made this far]: i don't like to dwell on the past, so i don't really know. not makeing the moves on joe? no, i don't know. [describe your personality in one word]: meep [the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: m smile gets compliments [a smell that makes you smile]: pot. hahaha. [a country you'd like to visit]: everywhere! but mostly ireland, germany and romania [a drink you order most often]: abita amber [a delicious desert]: ice cream [a book you highly recommend]: anything by carrie fisher. yes princess leia writes books. [the music you prefer while alone]: really bad eighties stuff that i don't like to admit i like. . [your favorite band]: i have to go w/ sozai [a film you could watch over and over]: pirates and eternal sunshine (though they aren't combined, though that would rock! elijah wood and johnny depp, oooh. oh, on a random note i accidentally called pirates "vampires of the caribbean" today and decided i need to make that movie.) [a TV show you watch regularly]: sex and the city [you live in a(n)]: apartment/house. [your transportation]: mitsubishi mirage that i haven't named yet. [your cologne or perfume]: candies. [under your bed or in your closet you hide]: dead babies [something important on your night table]: my clock
Jul. 7th, 2004 @ 03:12 am
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ciao. so i spent the last 4 days in Siena and Florence all expenses paid thanks to Veronikas italian family. Lots of pasta, HUGE meals, my own room, wine and GELATO. Went to the Pollio which is this crazy horse race. Very exciting. I have been eating gelato 3 times a day without fail. mmmmmmm Now Im in Rome seeing the sights of St Peters and the Vatican... all that jazzy christian stuff. Soon Im off to London where I will be for a whole month! nice not to have to sleep on trains or marble floors. yes, my own flat. with my own shower.. sweeet.... time for more gelato. maybe some wine. im in desperate need of a shower.
mic
Jul. 3rd, 2004 @ 07:15 pm
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| » i am shakezula |
i hate surprises when i'm stoned. i hate surprises of that sort all the time actually. ick blah argh. i am so happy that i have off tomorrow. i don't want to decorate for the promotion anymore. i just want to go down the shore and relax...that would be nice. i'm super happy that physics is over. i'm hoping that i did okay. i just want to move to an island and kill my own food. i don't want anything more than a simple life. i hate how comlicated things always have to be. i hate technology. maybe thats why i throw my cell phone all the time. i better start cleaning for this party.
Jul. 2nd, 2004 @ 11:59 pm
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| » french rivera |
wow... so im out on the porch of our amazing hostel in the south of france overlooking the entire city of Nice. it is absolutely gorgeous here. last night I saw Alanis in concert... holy crap i love that woman.. my face hurts from smiling. Our hostel is an old renovated church/monastery. its pretty bad ass... the people here are soooo awesome and free breakfast whoo hooo.. we went to Monaco and today we are going to Cannes and tonight we head to italy.. im going to meet up with veronika and stay with her family for afew days in sienna... yummmm lots of wine and pasta.. ok gotta go.. beach time (i am very tan by the way)..
cheers
Jun. 28th, 2004 @ 10:10 am
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| » it's 4am |
i have nothing to really write about. i got a new picture...that is fun. amelia, what do you have on your socks? ...sea creatures and fun.
Jun. 26th, 2004 @ 04:07 am
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| » barcelona |
hey! man, I will tell you why this has been the greatest 2 weeks. First of all, every single day, twice a day, I get to watch soccer on television in a bar where EVERYONE loves the sport. I can go to a random park and find a game in 2 seconds because PEOPLE PLAY SOCCER. it is such an awesome feeling to be able to watch a match in a crowded pub on a huge screen tv with everyone cheering. Its great to meet people at night and challenge them to a pick up game the next day and play for hours. All I have to do is tell them I can kick their asses and its on.
Yesterday I sat out on the balcony for about an hour listening to music and watching the street performers. It was an amazing feeling to just watch the sun set over the mediterranean sea. I almost felt like I wasnt there.
Last night was pretty funny because there was a HUGE celebration at the beach at night but everyone was setting off fire works. Im talking about small children setting off explosives. Not my cup of tea, especially as the New Yorker. Loud noises = panic attack for Michaela. ANyway, we wound up getting a bottle of wine and just sitting out till the morning while the music went on and parades and all sorts of crazy people running around.
Today I will play soccer again with the Scottish dude, the english dude and the hot australian dude. Should be fun...
and i want to buy fluffy pants (everyone wears them here)
Cheers for now!
mic
Jun. 24th, 2004 @ 11:43 am
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| » Barcelona |
Holy crap, what a beautiful fucking city. ahh i dont have much time to update but this city is awesome... went to the picasso and Miro museums today and saw an exhibit that blew my mind. went out to the Irish pubs in barcelona hahah.. i cant get enough of the irish. met some dudes who Im gonna play soccer with later. and Paellas are for dinner. yumm... ooooh and they have chocolate for breakfast here. yes i love spain. shit gotta go.. ill be on again soon.
mic
Jun. 23rd, 2004 @ 06:56 pm
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| » hope this stays down... |
yeah, so i am presently eating my first full meal in a couple of days because i've been icky fucking gross sick and haven't been able to consume food. i even had to stop smoking the other day because i started to feel sick. so the past couple of days have been uneventful due to my ill tummy and stuffy nose. i was really hoping to have some crazy fuckshitup time before buckling down to study for my physics final, but yeah, thats not gonna happen. i'm going to study forever, and that probably still won't be enough. my sister's graduation was last night and of course i spent the whole time being obnoxious with my dad and allison. after the graduation allison goes "i see where you get your weirdness from." my weirdness? sweetheart, thats the neuberger weirdness! got to see carp, got his digits so that we can meet up for lunch sometime soon. i also got a huge hug and a call on my phone about 10 minutes after i left to tell me that he was sorry we couldn't talk for longer but that if i don't call him soon he'll "kick my ass." *sigh* he loves me. graduation was creepy otherwise. i spent the whole time avoiding everyone that would recognize me. the exceptions were (of course) tyler, holly, kim p, carp...oh i think that sums it up. i showed up in long shorts and a t-shirt(not confronted) and we sat all the way up in a corner. i might actually exercise today...okay, i'm lying, but it sounded nice. jesse got back from europe the other day, not that its much different because he's still 20 hours away, but its nice to know that he's on the same continent as i am. this post is long and stupid. livejournal is pointless...i might stop posting. eh, whatever.
Jun. 23rd, 2004 @ 12:21 pm
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whoa last night. started out by me and katie following the luckystar guys to allentown for a show, but when we got there it was canceled and no one thought to inform the band. really really shitty! so we drove the two hours back home without our luckystar fix. i was so excited for it too. then eventually ashley and katie were over, and by the end of the night the smoking posse was in full force. i couldn't stop smiling because when i'm with my crew there is nothing wrong with the world. i love these guys so very much. once again contacthighkatie was loving it downstairs hanging out with us. george rolled one of those sick sick sick fucking blunts. it burned...for hours. okay not hours, but a long fucking time. then earlier, we invented (well mario came up with the name and i executed) the double barrel shotgun. basically we were passing two blunts so i put both of them in my mouth to give a shotgun. it...was...amazing. seriously, i would never leave my room if i didn't have to. every now and then i'd walk outside for a cigarette, but otherwise i'm set. did i mention that once again ashley and i were rocking the Old E? oh yes, and lighting sparklers because i have tons of them. when i saw russ in his cowboy boots and cowboy hat i almost fell over. i'm so used to it but it never ceases to amaze me. i have physics homework to do but i don't feel like doing it now, and i know that i'm going to want to chill after work, so i should do it. anyways, two posts in two days...i'm on a roll. okay i have to finish up some things because then i will reward myself with a clove and my bestfriend, yes she is a reward! we're going on fucking 10 years!!! i can't believe it. ATTENTION: ASHLEY AND AMELIA HAVE A TEN YEAR ANNIVERSARY COMING UP. yes thats right. we will be celebrating the glorious duo know as amelia and ashley sometime this fall around the beginning of basketball season. which means it will be around both of our 21st birthdays. which means...WE ARE GOING TO DIE. that was actually the first thing out of my mouth, because this needs to be so big and so amazing...that we die. so yes, enjoy us now, because its over come this fall. my moment of zen: walk into wawa, grab mario's iced tea, go up to the counter and as soon as the cashier walked over he goes "a pack of blunts?" i was like holy shit, yes, how did you know. and he just kind of laughed at me. oh man...
Jun. 20th, 2004 @ 12:06 pm
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hehe, what have i been up to...oh boy, where to begin. many a night have been spent on jordan's porch listening to metal music. i love to smoke with my friends. i think it is absolutely my favorite thing to do. when me, ashley, marv, timmy, jordan, george or any of the guys (or contacthighkatie, our non-smoking smoking buddy)get together to smoke, i'm the happiest person alive. i am obsessed with new jersey and all of my friends. me and ashley are trouble together...hands down. my mom left me a note in my room to clean up all of the bottles, trash, and DRUGS. hahaha, it was hysterical; i think i might frame it. yesterday was the Feztival and for one whole day i was back in high school. it was the creepiest thing ever. but i did see jess hofacker, shit, didn't call her, i suck at life. school is a bunch of bullshit but i have my physics posse and we're the coolest kids on the block. i walk around pretentious as fuck and with my ass hanging out (no different than usual). i don't know why i didn't just e-mail you mich, because i am basically addressing this to you. but i guess since i've typed so much already i'll just keep it this way, i hope you don't mind. ummm, yeah...remember that whole me probably getting arrested thing, and not for hurting my dad's ex...well um, yeah. you and i have lots to talk about when you get home. i had no idea that you called mich bc my phone never rings, so i'm sorry i didn't pick up when you called. it didn't even say that i had a missed call. oh yeah, and i heard one of my favoritest songs ever (thanks to albert) by from autumn to ashes. its 9min24sec of absolute amazing. you might actually like this one i think. ashley and i play beer pong by ourselves with old english and king cobra. sometimes we play drinking games to aqua teen hunger force episodes. trust me, its possible. we are so obsessed that its actually mildly pathetic, yet awesome at the same time. ashley is meatwad, i'm shake, and marina is going to be frylock. we are going to get black hoodies made with the pictures of our characters and the names, and we each get a special number. marina gets 187, of course because she's our ghetto princess. ashley gets 420 for obvious reasons. and i get 666, which everyone seems to think is very appropriate. you have to make it to monday night bowling when you get home, its the best. tommy and albert walked home from the bowling alley the other night in the rain, they are crazy. at work this kid ate a LIVE baby possum for like $20, and i was telling mario the story and all he could say was "should he have cooked that?" it was absolutely the funniest thing ever. another quote to add! i've only been back for a few weeks but i feel myself slowly slipping into full-on jersey mode. my hair is hella short, but its funny because half of the time it is sticking straight up. ashley and i are going to mohawk it one time soon. i'll fucking do it... anyways, this is long and rambling. you'd be so upset with me, i smoke way too much. ashley and i are going to try and cut down, at least with the cloves. my little sister even smokes them now! well it was either that or newports, and i couldn't stand to watch her smoke those, so i just give her cloves. anyways, miss you and can't wait to hear about all of your stories. i'm collecting a few myself. keep fucking shit up!
Jun. 19th, 2004 @ 11:41 am
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